My deep condolences,
(Rest In Peace Benji the bobcat, you will be missed)
I always thought it was really cool that you owned a bobcat, he looked like he was a blast to have around.....
I hope you realize there was nothing you could have done differently and that it was completely out of your control.
TRY FOCUS on the times you guys had together and the fact that he had A LOT more time on this earth because of you and your big heart. Not to mention the fact that not many people could say they had the pleasure of having a bobcat as a friend, companion, baby or pet.
As for the hard times they too shall pass.
Stay strong friend.
MT
Ps - something that i think is worth mentioning even if it might help a little bit or may even put things in a better perspective is ...
"we cant control everything that happens to us, but we can control how we react to those situations" and "What we focus on grows". This mentality has helped me immensely through 5 extremely hard years.
Pss - It takes a big man to pour out his heart publicly (I salute you), even if its to a great community as ours.