Here is the video I posted just two days before I got the call that he had passed. I made this video to explain to the people that followed Benji's videos over the years what had happened and why I hadn't made a video in over 8 months. It's a very long video. It's 48 minutes long. I talk a lot in the middle of the video, but in the beginning you might enjoy seeing the slide show I made of pictures that I had taken of Benji over the years in chronological order from the day we got him until just days before I brought him to the sanctuary, and then towards the end of the video is when I go and visit Benji, so you get to see him at the sanctuary. He was in what is called a quarantine enclosure. It's where all new animals that come there stay for a couple weeks until the vet gets to check them out, which he already had, and given him a clean bill of health, and just to ge tthem acclimated to being in a new place. He never acclimated unfortunately. I only show part of the enclosure in the video, but it is a really nice big enclosure, so he had alot of room to run around. It wasn't my house and enclosure where he had over 3,000 square feet to roam around in, but it was still nice, and then the enclosure that he was going to go to after this quarantine period was a lion enclosure which was gigantic with trees, and a pool for him to swim in because he loved water, and branches everywhere because he loved to climb. But here's the video I made just two days before I got the call from them that he had passed. I have since filmed 12 days in a row, making a new video everyday. They are just daily vlog videos and I'm focussing on inspiration and motivation because I want to help others, and bring others up when they are down. But I'm going to try to keep making a new video everyday on Benji's channel. They might not be very good, but I'm working hard at it everyday because the issues that I'm going to cover are very important to me. My first few are very long, but I've gotten better at making them shorter and not as boring. I'm trying to focus on getting out of the house everyday now and doing something fun, and not letting things get me down. I thought maybe by helping others through these videos it would actually help me, and it really has. and I'm going to make a video to tell everyone on his youtube channel about his passing. I just haven't built up the nerve yet. I don't know what to say or how I'm going to say it. I think next week I will try to do that though.