Hope it all work out buddy. In the meantime, let's not loose sight that this is a brig thread.
johnnybigbolix a.k.a Matthew O'Connor, you are a shit stain on the discarded underpants of society. Rot in a hole.
True. On one hand, great to see the people first looking after the 'injured' mate. On the other hand: there's always some who run after the shit guy in the meantime.
I worked in Eire for a couple of years and the 'Oirish' overall probably are the cutest self-pride nation I met so far. Knowing they developed from farmers to the Celtic Tiger within extremely short time thanks to a lots of help from the EU and foreign workers, but also due to their own hard work and very 'special' cool- and kindness to approach anything and anyone and especially for their family (incredible loyality towards elderly and impaired people).
I felt very honored working there and living with truly awesome-from-heart people.
You, Matthew O'Connor aka johnnyshitbollox, are a shame for this nation. The narcist, ugly, disgraceful last born who feels just misunderstood but in reality indeed just is an arsehole and that's why nobody loves you.
Try to wake up and correct this, keep the littlest flame of hope you could recover in the Brig burning... Don't blow it out by believing the solar system centers at you. New discoveries of where you belong might hit you soon following other threads like this...
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