:loser: This ones for you.
Every bit of this, crap is of your own accord. No matter how dense you admit to being, your actions and responses have become quite irrational.
Your best chance to resolving this mess that you created is to do the following:
1. First and foremost, apologize to the senior members and moderators you have so blatantly disrespected. Do it in a manner that is clear, precise.
2. Own your mistakes, stop being so defensive and listen to what actually people are telling you here.
3. Respect can't be given, it must be earned. Once you have chosen to be disrespectful to others, you have in turn disrespected yourself.
4. Read the Rules, understand them and abide by them respectfully.
5. Take enough pride in yourself to realize the importance of carrying yourself like a man and not so much a spoiled, self centered brat.
Good luck !