ill get the audiobook , trust me , that is better for me lol
@cybee , im not searching for god , for what?
whenever i find him , he will tell me , hey pec wtf? are u looking for me??
u found me long time ago when u had the ability to use ur logic and solve problems by ur own
what u want me to tell u?
u are not a child anymore .. u dont like to c the kids dying ?
work hard make money and help them , look for more poeple that worries about it and get together .
WE DO NOT NEED GOD TO TELL US NOTHING! WE KNOW WHAT TO DO
Pec, in many ways you are correct. The bible says "it is harder for a camel to pass through the eye of the needle than for a rich man to inherit the kingdom of God".
They "eye of the needle" was actually a very narrow, low city gate in Israel. The wealthy merchants had to completely dismantle their camels of all their wares to pass through... It was a pain in the ass to say the least.
Those of us that are lucky enough to have enough expendable income to afford watches & houses lose sight of God because we don't rely on him to live from day to day. We don't "need him", @ least in respect to our health & wealth. We are wealthy & blinded.
Ultimately, God is love, he helps those that help themselves, & his purpose will never be fully understood by us.
I don't know why God allows suffering, & poverty, & war. No matter how long o try to understand it will always be a mystery.
I do know though that if God is love, then I should show love to others. I should try everyday to make people feel loved, & to make someone's life better. That is how a Christian should be. Christianity is not about attending church once a week & following a long ass list of rules, but about having a relationship with God, & spreading love to the world.
I can see that through the things you are writing that you are not debating, but that you are genuinely in turmoil. Know this, I love you, & God loves you. **** the Christians that are fakes. **** the Christians that are judgemental assholes. They give all of us a bad name, & I apologize for them.
God is there, you just have to want Him more than all the other shit in life. It's tough for those of us that are "wealthy" in finances.
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