Well, I asked D4M and Tnik to make my name black because black is how I feel on the inside. But they told me they couldn't because my name would just get lost in the background and become invisible. Which is exactly what I wanted! Damnit, no one understands me. No one loves me. I'm just going to go lie down, listen to Morrissey, and masturbate while weeping softly into my pillow.