In a way it is, but I don't mean it in a malicious sense. I have a very charming personality, am charming good natured and intelligent and have a great sense of humor. I am the sort of person who people I've just met tell their darkest secrets to because I have such a trusting and kind demeanour. I treat all the women I am with like gold and try to bring out the best in them and help them explore qualities and talents they never knew they had.
Ultimately they end up getting more out of the relationship than I do and I have to let them down gently. Sadly women tend to feel adrift and worthless without me and sometimes make the terrible choice to end their lives. I am naturally attracted to vulnerable and shy women although this is mostly for the joy I get from their self esteem being raised by a person like me paying attention to them.
Perhaps I should start dating more strongwilled women who don't need validation from a man, but it will be hard to date a woman who doesn't idolize me and put me on a pedestal. I like the idea of "Feeling like a Hugh Grant Character" who has swept a woman from a lower social class off her feet and into a world she never dreamed she would be a part of, I must make efforts to soften the landing in the future.
My apologies, I meant to save this for my introduction tomorrow.
